What if

What if this was not a sunset but a sunrise?

What if every day I endured was a testament of how much I can love?

What if everyone I was wrong about is leading to me the people I will finally be right about?

What if the pain & grief is a bridge to the life of my dreams?

What if there is nothing wrong with me?

What if I've just been confusing what has been done to me in the name of Love with Love?

What if I can still find someone to love who will walk beside me always & sometime in from of me when danger is ahead?

What if he took it all back & that was not a grave but a gift?

What if I am not without a home so I can finally build my dream home in my heart & in my dreams?

What if he was wrong?

What if they've all been wrong I'm fucking right?

What if this is was a pause before my life comes back to me one wave at a time?

What if True Love is waiting for me on the other side of this?

What if I'm the love of my own life?